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Oniyako.Spirits are the most wonderful things to witness. They are the souls of living things, and sometimes, made up ones, things that have been made with so much love and heart, that they’ve been given a soul during their creation… Some say it’s a part of the soul of their creator… as if it was this easy to split up a soul…My name is… Just call me Oni.I am a cat-girl. I came into this world without a soul. My parents are not to blame… I think. I happened to have caused a lot of problems and during pregnancy, my parents were not sure if they wanted me anymore. In the end they wanted me enough so that I am alive today but I have no soul.
I grew up like any normal kitten except that I never felt like I really belonged in this world. Despite not having a soul, I always felt a strong connection to other spirits, the hidden ones.
There are spirits everywhere, with everything. The trees, the flowers, the animals, even the wind is made of spirits, different ones for different winds. Spirits also have different stats, some are living and some are dying… the ones without hosts or bodies…
At about 6 years old, something arrived and it changed my life.
I met a spirit, it was the most beautiful fox I have ever seen. Its colors were magnificent, its movements were soft, its fur was healthy and fluffy… It was a dying spirit… A soul without a body.I always wondered what it would be like to have a soul.Few days went by and I saw that fox again. Still as beautiful and pretty but… Its colors were faded, it was slowly disappearing. It seemed sad, so I went to give it company. We learned to know each other, it told me about its life when it had a body, it told me a kitsune without a body and no strong enough souls was deemed to disappear.
We became friends. I came back to talk to Fading fox. Almost every day when the sun was going down, I could get into the garden behind the house and at the entrance of the forest near the shrine, I would find Fading fox.
Until one night.
“The night Fading fox was preoccupied”.Honestly I should have seen that coming. A soulless body and a body-less soul.I always wondered what it would be like to have a soul.We kept talking until Fading fox turned to me, it seemed famished, like it wanted something from me, a body for its soul ? I got really scared and tried to run but as I turned around another spirit was there, but this one was nothing like Fading fox, this one was tall, dark and scary. With the sun being down behind the trees, this spirit looked like a shadow with two long horns and bright red glowing eyes.
I started running in another direction and heard a loud heavy sound behind me, something fell on the ground. When I turned around I saw Fading fox on the ground held down by the horned shadow, but Fading fox had changed, its maw was larger than me, its fangs as long as my arms and its eyes were glowing a bright cold blue. I started running again but it wasn’t long until I saw those red eyes in front of me again, bigger than before, seemingly searching in me for my soul continuously but in reality it was here because I didn’t have one, it wanted to punish me for not belonging here. And then it happened. What changed my life forever.I heard a crack behind me and before I could even turn around the fangs of Fading fox were wrapped around my face, I closed my eyes as hard as I could as if not seeing what would happen would make it not happen but I knew what was going to happen and for a second that felt like minutes I waited for the snap of the jaw, but it never happened.
When I opened my eyes, I was laying on the ground, the sky was a little brighter than before. I tried to get back on my legs but as soon as I moved, the world around me started spinning as if I was in a washing machine. I threw up on the ground… and I realized the blood on my hands. I recalled what was happening just before. I looked around slowly but no more spirits, no Fading fox and no horned shadow.I stood up but felt terrible.
I found my way back home, I wasn’t too far, but on my way I stopped by a little pond of water, I tried to clean my hands before getting home and it was then that I realized. As I looked in the water and saw my face, crowned with the same pair of horns from the shadow and the same red eyes.
For some reason I wasn’t scared, I started crying. I kept crying until I arrived home. My mother, as she heard me, rushed to me to get me in her arms… But as she saw me she froze in front of me, covered her mouth and started getting her eyes full of tears. I stretched my arms to her and she fell on her knees to hug me.Apparently I disappeared for the whole night. I told her everything that happened tonight and she has always been here for me.I always wondered what it would be like to have a soul, now I have two.They’ve caused me a lot of trouble my whole life. I had no taste in life, no joy, no energy. I felt torn and like I didn’t have my place in this world, but this time I didn’t feel empty.
Every day I would see these horns, it would remind me of all the pain that my heart felt. Every now and then my mood would turn from lower than ever to almost normal. Along with that, my furr, eyes and the color of my horns would shift to that of Fading fox. I would almost forget the pain but it wouldn’t be gone for long.This all lasted for years, I got used to the horns, in the end I found them pretty nice. And changing color is not that bad right ? But my heart was starting to feel exhausted, the pain and tiredness, it felt crushing.So I started looking for a solution. I found out Fading fox was in fact a Nogitsune, not a Kitsune, but Nogitsune is too long so I call Fading fox Yako now, another name for Nogitsune. I also found out that the horned shadow was an Oni. I wanted to learn more about me, what and who I was. I questioned myself on what I was but mostly what I wanted to be. At this point I met this girl. The kindest soul. A chimera. She was also doing research on souls and spirits but not for the same reasons as I. I am a body with multiple souls and she was a soul with a body made of different creatures. A quiet unique duo.
She helped me see myself for what I was. She accepted me.
We fell in love and still are today, more than ever.I learned more about those Yokai and in general more about spirits.
I learned that spirits are the most wonderful things to witness. They are the souls of things, living things, and sometimes, made up ones, things that have been made with so much love and heart, that they’ve been given a soul during their creation, some say it’s a part of the soul of their creator as if it was this easy to split up a soul… It’s really not this easy to split up souls, but… maybe if I put all my heart into something, if I invest myself in something I love so much I give it all I have, maybe, there is a way.I have been searching through the world for something or someone. This is where I met the most beautiful Kitsune I ever saw, she was pretty, soft, her fur was warm brown, elegant and fluffy like a plushy. She has a “special” connection to souls. She taught me about them and spirits, she inspired me and through her I discovered something that later would open my eyes.She showed me the possibility for me to become who I wanted to, she showed me something I would put all my love into, something I’d put all my heart into. This is where I became a Vtuber.Something to put my souls into.

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